Dear diary,
Tonight, I find myself with an overwhelming urge to pour out my thoughts and feelings, yet I feel a peculiar sense of hesitation. It’s as though my usual ability to express myself freely and creatively is momentarily stifled, despite my strong desire to create. This dichotomy within me is both perplexing and intriguing.
It feels strange to have so much love for Sir in my heart, especially amidst the process of cleaning up my past life. Yet, his presence and support have been a constant source of strength and comfort for me. His keen ability to open people up and get to the root of what is going on in their head is such a relief for me more often than not. I’m not sure if he even knows the extent of this impact yet, but it’s profound and deeply appreciated.
I also want to express how much I’ve come into my own and how much I enjoy the creative outlet that this relationship gives me. How happy I am most of my days and really feeling good inside again. It’s through him that I’ve discovered new depths of myself and found joy in expressing my truest desires.
I’m sitting here overwhelmed with so much emotion, both good and bad, pouring out tears I haven’t shed in weeks. But even in this moment of vulnerability, I find solace in knowing that Sir is there for me, guiding and supporting me every step of the way.
Yours,
Scarlet
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