Dear Diary, Tonight, I'm basking in the knowledge of how deeply Sir influences my life. He mentioned that he’s surprised I haven’t changed since starting my new job, but to me, it’s not surprising at all. His unwavering leadership, support, and kindness have groomed me into the perfect pet for him. I’m incredibly happy with my life, and there’s no need to alter myself for a job when I’m already content and fulfilled.
His guidance has been instrumental in my journey. I’ve come into my own independence and fought hard to get where I am today, but it wasn’t without his steadfast presence. Perhaps only a couple of people truly understand the depth of his support and how he stands behind me, always encouraging and uplifting me. Otherwise, I appear to be standing on my own two feet with his support invisible behind me, a constant, unseen force that empowers me.
I appreciate him more than words can express. Being his eager little slut brings me immense joy, and I wouldn’t change that for anything in the world. He’s shaped me, nurtured me, and shown me a path to happiness that I could have never found on my own.
Now that I have a job, the next step is becoming healthier, especially with Vegas only six months away. As I work on becoming healthier, I know that’s another story, but it’s still his influence at work within me, within my very being.
Each day brings something new with him, either in conversation, text, or play – and that is what I love the most. Those little connections weave our web a little tighter each day. I really missed him this week, and I know he was busy and our schedules didn't quite line up, but I can't help missing his daily presence when this occurs.
Thank you, Sir, for everything you do, for the love you give, and for the powerful, supportive presence you maintain in my life. I am forever grateful to be yours.
With all my love and devotion, Scarlet
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