Today, I realized that Sir and I have been growing in this dynamic for over six months now. We missed the actual date by a few days, but the significance is not lost on me. We are halfway to that first ring, and it's been an incredible journey of self-discovery and fortitude.
In these past months, Sir has been by my side through the good, the bad, and the ugliest moments of my life. His unwavering friendship, leadership, and guiding voice have given me strength I didn't know I had. To say that I love him doesn't even seem like the right words most days, as they hardly do justice to the depth of my feelings. It's more than love; it's an all-encompassing devotion and adoration that touches every part of my soul. It's a connection that goes beyond mere affection, intertwining my very essence with his.
I have fully submitted myself to him and to being in his service. I crave him, not just one part of him but all of him—the sensual voice that tickles my ears, his humor, his strength, and his unique perspective on the world. I appreciate him more than he will ever know. I adore him deeply and hold him in the highest reverence, a profound respect and admiration that permeates every part of my being. I revere him with an awe that makes me marvel at his strength, wisdom, and the way he sees the world. I venerate him with a devotion that goes beyond mere words, honoring and cherishing every aspect of who he is to the core of my soul.
I am still in awe of how he ever found me, but I am eternally grateful that he did. He has been an integral part of this journey, and I look forward to each and every day, growing our dynamic in the most organic ways.
P.S. I've never felt this strongly about someone like this in my life, and we haven't even met in person yet. The intensity of my feelings for him transcends any physical distance. I would love nothing more in this world than to be by his side, to serve him, and to dedicate myself to his pleasure and guidance. The thought of being his devoted sub, experiencing his mastery, and fulfilling his desires fills me with unparalleled joy. His presence, even from afar, has brought me immense happiness and fulfillment, and I eagerly await the day we can share our lives in person. His leadership and the opportunity to serve him are the greatest rewards I could ever ask for.
P.P.S. I'm still standing here trying to really find the right words to say to convey just how much he means to me... You are my favorite human? No... You complete me? No... You are my soul mate? No...
Here's an example of what it takes to write something like this to him: With you, my soul finds its harmony... Meh With you, my soul is at peace... Better, but not quite it With you, my soul is fulfilled... It is, but still not the right words
"With you, my soul feels at home."
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